måndag 23 maj 2011

There's no one.

I've made mistakes with a clear mind just to learn what I already knew.
I've chased after the unknown just to find what I never wanted nor needed.
I've lied to myself even though I could read the truth every time I looked in the mirror.
I've put up stop signs with the knowledge of not wanting to just for the sake of it.
I've ignored the only sanity I had because I let fear conquer.
I've let fear conquer with a clear mind, let it lead me to what I didn't want nor needed, even though I could se the truth in the mirror, just for the sake of it.

There's no one.

I blame me.

Gaze

Blast me up into space,
leave me in the void.
Drown me in the bluest water,
leave me on the bottom.
Throw me out of a plane,
leave me helpless amongst clouds.
Still nothing compares to the prison of your gaze.

You

All I see is you.
I see your lips move, the awareness of you speaking strikes me, but all I am capable of doing is to see: you.
My hearing is useless, my mind goes blank, there's nothing surrounding us.
I feel nothing
I've gone completely numb
'cause all I see, all I know is: you.