Incomparable

When you wish you could take something back it's often because you did the right thing but you didn't get what you wanted.
You can't.
No one can.
Always getting what you want would twist the universe, spin the energy, toss the natures laws around and leave you upside down.

Still the longing for time traveling remains and all you can do is wait for it to be forgotten.
But you know.
Everybody knows.
Nobody forgets.
Everyone remembers.

The longing gets suffocating, the burden gets to heavy for anyone to carry and the wishing gets to loud for anyone to even listen.

Incomparable.

Black heart

I had set the wind on fire, I couldn't stand it carrying your name.
I cried in shame as I watched the ashes travel into the deepest oceans that I had poisoned, I couldn't stand the intimacy you shared with water. 
I planted sorrow into the soil, buried it deep and weeped as I watched everything wither, all because you relied on its crops.
As I fell apart and faded away with the world I had destroyed, I realized that I was the one that had you now and yet there was nothing left. 
I had killed us both.